she said it again
that room
that time
those memories
what stories
nothing happened
closets and darkness
sleepwalking in moonlight
forever vigilant


but nothing happened
nothing happened
nothing happened
nothing happened
nothing happened
nothing happened
nothing happened
nothing happened
nothing happened
nothing
happened
except imagination
fear
barricades
see
hear
speak
-shut them all down
it was never meant to be
a modern keller

but remember
nothing
happened

i put my retainer on
gotta retain that thousand dollar grimace
dream of the blood emptying from this body
but hold on to that illusion
claw
rip
tear
beat

It isn't the hunger that I fear, but the feeling that comes after it. After you start eating and you feel like you will never stop eating; you want to stop, but you just keep putting the food in your mouth over and over again. I just want the simplicity that being thin once gave me. I didn't feel like I had to spend hours preparing to leave the house.

the words you need to hear are heard
it's the anthem of your spirit
what was does not have to be
raw emotion is true energy
allow the world in
filter incongruity