if you think i'm emotionally involved, you thought wrong.

i died a long time ago

it's easy
grip tight their little hearts
live passionately, heavy sighs
slowly ease away.
they want
and you're
withholding

then CUT them off
done
only a stinging memory

Someone scream at me,

tell me that everything is the same.

That my too eager heart has fucked up again.

I'm the fool,

never learning from my mistakes.

Cynical,

but always hoping.

Isn't it funny how you forget about the little things?

Until they come rushing back in.

Cold, heavy, and oddly beautiful.

sometimes i forget that i am fire
that in my ashes there is
potential to start a flame

How to be a great liar:

tell unrealistic lies

be pegged as a terrible liar

turn around

justify your lies

so that even you

believe

Memento

I want to kiss you

your mouth

your neck

creeping

down.

To whisper I love you

in the top of your head.

Almost there, do you think 

the same thoughts?

I want you, all of you.

Show me your 

pain

fear

anger

I'll take it for you,

baby.

How is it that you

are mine?