I'm waiting
for that bubble to burst
all the liquid dreams
turn hard
but is it ash
or gold

don't break me

can i ask you a question?

no

i want to love you and give everything to you

but in a real sense i don't want to love

i don't want to trust

is love a choice?

but choosing failed and my body ultimately gave me away

maybe you can't reach past a certain point

what is real

am i safe

am i safe

am i safe

does it matter

it's not a level to get past

what if i've never loved

and i understand nothing

the thing is
you were never in control
you never said yes
you never said no
you grab hands
you live
you sink