can i ask you a question?

no

i want to love you and give everything to you

but in a real sense i don't want to love

i don't want to trust

is love a choice?

but choosing failed and my body ultimately gave me away

maybe you can't reach past a certain point

what is real

am i safe

am i safe

am i safe

does it matter

it's not a level to get past

what if i've never loved

and i understand nothing