Terror

Funny how you just can't see it

a bad bitch

to be feared

Not afraid

I am

terrified

Mind's eye widens in fear as I dream  

of the inevitable shove

 I turn into jelly

Cannot lift my eyes from the floor

Cannot move

My hair falls further into my face

and my heart beats a little wilder

My breathing is too loud in the silence

your disgust

Weighs heavy

holding me down