I compare myself 

“Most beautiful”

I want to be erased

It’s seeping up

But where’s my incentive

He’s says 

No one would realize 

if you were gone

 I feel nothing

Or everything 

You shut me up

And

Demand I speak

I crave the sting 

The relief

To feel nothing

But something

You cornered me

In silence

The hum

Is all you are

Want me back

I could walk away

And it would still be 

Nothing