drink until oblivion
he told me to stop
i want the thrill
i'm drowning
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
the bass beats my ears
stronger than my heart
help me
she's in my head and i want to scream i want to drag blades across my skin and feel the warm hug of that crimson release i want to fly and feel the truth and what do i care if this is me leave me i'll fuck someone else and another and it doesn't matter
i have to get away
i have to run
this isn't going to work
you saw that look and you know what it means everyone is in on the joke except for you
goddamn idiot whore that you are
we were flying in a car and flying on a bridge flying in the gardner and flying as we walked downtown flying as we drank too fast flying as he threw you down flying as you turned and winked they play you or you play them i just wanted to fly
easy