i'm scared to be alone

you need space

i'm angry

but not with you

it's me

i can't breathe

 i eat in desperate hope to fill the emptiness 
drink to numb it all

hurt myself to eclipse the pain

cry to comfort the frightened child

my heart is so heavy

as i think of how i want to hurt you

how i want you to feel the same

but love isn't supposed to wound

so maybe i don't