Out of sight, out of mind

I'm screaming.
Every pore is oozing the stench of screams.
Can you feel my despair, can you see it?
She wants all of you, nothing left.
All hers.
I desire to give myself to her, what is holding me back?
A dark black hole, it lays itself upon me, blanketing me in drear isolation.
I can be characterized by nothing.
Help me, I'm alone.
Help me, I'm falling apart.
Help, I hate myself.
Help...I just...